finaly i hv drop my tears 2day !
i duno y
i shld hate myself ?
i hv a dream
A impossible dream ?
am i dreaming ?
dreaming tat i wish 1 day i can b a model !
OMG
pls stop tinking nw !
tis is impossible dream !
i reali wish my dream can come true 1 day !
bt i hv 2 gv up soon !
y i wan gv up ?
1st - no ppl wil support me 2 do tis kind of ting ! is tat i'm nt beautiful enugh ? or tall ? is 2 materialistic ! all my frens tel me tat this dream wont come true ! y ? cos tis kinda job is nt suit for us ! walao ! so wat kind of ppl oni suit tis job ? har ? walao eh ! hou gek arh !
2nd - family was nt support me 2 participate it ! y ? cos dey hope i can in college ! dey wan me continue study ! Oh pls ! i'm nt interest on study k ? dun force me 2 study can ? no matter hw u force , i also wont interested on it ! n wil not get a gud result ! force me for wat ? it juz wil waste urs money ! if u dun care ur money , fine ! i wil study ! bt i wil do others ting tat wat i like ! study juz perfunctory u !
3rd - modeling nt a gud job ! many ppl wil say tat is a danger way . cos many model is let milionaire or 'ham sap lou bao yang' ! yea ! i heard many case b4 . bt i stil wont gv up when i heard ! cos i juz 1 part time model ! nt full time ! nt cat walk at stage tat kind ! i juz wan photo shooting !!!
aikz !
bt nw i hv 2 gv up !
i hv lost my way !
wat shld i do when i'm graduate ?
i'm nt interest on study
i duno hu i shld discuss wit .
my darling ?
he also wish i can study . bt i noe he wil support me at last ! cos he hv told me b4 , if i wana learn beauty , he wil gv me money go learn it n open a shop 2 me ! thx alot my dar !
my family ?
NO WAY ! dey sure cal me go study college ! when i listen colege tis word , i wil damn angry n bo mood ! cos i hate college life ! i shld say hw many times ? u all oni wil understand har ? I ' M NOT INTEREST ON STUDY ! ! ! do u listen it ? do u understand ? hw come u r so stubborn ! ur tinking r so ancient ! nt oni study can earn money ! u dun let me do wat i like ! mayb i hv talent on others ting ? did u noe ? u dun let me try tats y u wont noe wat talent dat i hv ! watever ! i hv disappointed . i wont discuss anyting wit ur anymore !
the onli ting tat i can do is juz wait the exam come n do my best !
wish me gud luck bah !
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hmm..
i miss my darling very much !
duno y
suddenly felt i wanna marry 2 him !
hahax !
bt cannot !
i muz wait when i 19 years old
wait he propose marriage wit me !
if romantic , i wil agree wit him !
if nt , he hv 2 wait when i was 22 years old !
hahahahaa !
bt 99% i will .... it . xD
Shhh...
i juz wan a memoriable day n unforgettable day wit him !
tats is for my whole life !
sure cant simple take over rite ?
so i wil wait eu my dar ^^
2 条评论:
Hey , girl ! it's not impossible =)
atleast you have a dream ~
if you really like , why you want to give up ?
Model not a "black" job. why you care so much that other ppl say ?
just do back yourself =)
you not because of THEY and live in this world~ We're because ourselves..
yea ~
bt my family nt support .
tis is the important !
no family support , i hv lost my confidence !
thx for advice!
i wil tink properly when i graduate ! =)
happi owez yea vian ~
dun 2 emo . xD
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