2010年9月27日星期一

raining day

2day hv a BM trial exam
i can say tat
BAD !
duno y
no mood at all
i tink i wil get a bad result in tis trial
i hv do my best
i'm totally in bad mood
wat i hv done har ?
y my result so bad ??
haiz
no choice
i hate study
i'm nt interest on study
aikz aikz
skip bout study bah ><
my bdae was coming
bt i din feel any exciting feel or others
mayb of tis bdae i wil having a exam so feel nth special ??
bt i noe b4 tat day
my boy hu is at new zealand will sing a bdae song 2 me
i wish i wont drop my tears . xD
i reali love my boy much
n 2day i miss my boy much 2
2day he din call me juz sms me
nvm
i'll wait him for tml call me n his morning msg ! =)
my boy ~
u noe i love u rite ?
n i miss u much
i dun tel u is bcos of i shy ><
forgv me if i din tel u through hp or face 2 face
tats all for 2day

2010年9月26日星期日

juz a simply update .

hmm ..
long time din update my blog
n i'm here 2 say tat
i'm lazy 2 update !
n last week i was in a sick situation
so i cant update my blog
so juz ignore what i hv done between those week
n tat nth 2 happen also =)
i hv started my trial exam bout few days .
n nw i hv 2 continue my study agn !
wil update my blog soon ~
i miss my dar ! xD
tats all ~
study ~
juz can add oil for myself = )

2010年9月14日星期二

12/9 nitez

2day nite going 2 a bdae party at saisaki japanese buffet restaurant
the place near klcc convention hall
about 6p.m
lloyd come n fetch me 2 jiet hs
reach jiet hs v wait his mom 2 fetch us go
about 6 smth v start 2 move 2 saisaki
v reached dere bout 6.45 i tink
many ppl was reached
after tat , v start find a place sit n take food
dere was so crowded
hmm..
skip the taking photo part n eating part .
v have a small game at dere
these was the sushi wit wasabi
the other team hu lose was singing the chong hwa's song
lols
kinda funny
bt very enjoy =)
at last , i n lloyd was playing a game
hu lose , hu eat the sushi wit many wasabi
finali , lloyd ate 2 n i ate 1
i cry !
cos put many of wasabi ><
i hv record the video .
bt cant upload . xD
after finiz the party
me , lloyd , jiet n feifei ride teksi bak 2 jiet hs
v nt decide 2 bak yet , so lloyd fetch us go prima old town yamcha !
when v went in 2 old town , was many ppl watching us ~
mayb our cloth 2 special ??
xD
boys wearing coat n i juz wear a short pant n a blue shirt wit make up =)
3 boys 1 gal chit chat at thr
n i noe many tings ~ xD
after tat , bout 11.45 p.m
lloyd fetch us bak home .
tats all for 2day .
it was a funny day n enjoy 2 ~
hv fun a lots
many picture at my fb n frens dere .
wil b upload soon =)

me wit lloyd
wit the gals 

2010年9月12日星期日

12/9 9:46 a.m

我今天醒来了3次
第1次7点就醒来
我记得
老公一直叫我不准那么早醒就上网
好 , 我睡回去
第2次8点多再醒
我昨晚说过9点或10点醒的
我 在睡回去
9.27a.m
我醒了
开始上网
他说他没心情
我问为什么?
其实不用问都知道什么事情
我真的不明白他到底在介意什么?
学这个
是迟早的事
为什么就不让我早点实现 ?
一直说给我去给我去
其实心里一直等着我说不要
我不是不听你的话
其他的我可以听
但是对不起
这个不行
你要生气要怎样都好
我都会坚持
一大早
就要以泪洗脸吗 ?

第一次 ~ 对不起

今天和diong webcam聊天
聊了2个多小时
废话的不说
他的真心话不说
只想说
今天很特别
虽然很开心
但是我们吵架
其实也不算吵啦
就是反对来反对去而已
在最后要关时
我第一次对你说话大声
我那时真的心情有点糟
你不懂
我感兴趣的 , 想做的 , 是没有人能阻止我的
但是我知道你不喜欢
可是我真的很想学
对不起
第一次对你说话那么大声
你吓到
我也吓到
我低着头
我害怕你会直接关了不理我
可是你没有
那时
我真的想哭了
但我控制了 =)
我不想你担心
我不想用眼泪威胁你 让你同情我
我需要的是支持
不是同情
我抬起头 看着你
眼睛有点泪汪汪的
你问我是哭了?
连忙说对不起
我没有
真的
只是觉得我不应该对你说话大声的
这次是我的错
对不起啦  老公 =)
原谅我吧 ~

2010年9月9日星期四

surprise !

hmm ..
2day early wake up
bout 9 ++ i wake up
plan 2 make the Maybank2u ATM card
when reach half way , i 4gt bring IC =.=
hv been scolded by dadi
aikz ><
den went bak n take my ic .
after tat
reached dere n ask 2 do ATM
CAN'T DO !
Walao eh .
i'm nt enugh age n nid birth certificate
aikz
2 much trouble
so wait next monday dadi go pay his car money oni bring me go
haha !
i'm happi 2 ~
i wil hv my ATM card soon n i hv get my salary !
juz RM270 ~
darling say less !
bt for me is many
cos is my working money
nt take from my parents !
hehehehe ~
bt nvm ~
darling money = my money
nw i wont scare i bo money use edi !
ahahaha ! rite my dar ?
btw , i'm nt such a greedy woman
i wont use much money
if yes , i also use my own money ~.~
2day very surprise !
when i reached my tuition center , my teacher called me go n c the board ~
Wow !
guess wat i saw ?
its the '校花校草选拔赛'
lols ~
such a big surprise har ?
my brain was blanked 4 few minutes !
most surprise is my picha was da 1st 1 ! F1 gal . xD
n a big name !
i tink v r geting famous in da tuition edi !
the competition stil hv 2 vote n tis competition wil b held til 2 or 3 months .  LOL ?
juz like real '校花校草'
juz dun hv da self talent show onli !
i wil post the picha soon !
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here is bout my darling's world ~ xD
if u dun like , dun c it ! i nvr force u ! k ? thx !
if dere is no exam after holiday , i hope i can fly 2 nz n acc u !
haha !
bt dat juz a dream ! xD
i juz can imagine it !
i hope time run fast !
can c u soon .
bt my SPM was coming , i reali lost my way , reali lazy 2 study !
duno whr do i hv 2 start study !
aikz ><
gv u gek seii nar ~
tel all ur frens will wedding wit me after 2 years hai mai ?
lols .
nth i cann say . speechless .
aikz aikz aikz ><
next month ur place wil fast more 5 hours edi !
alamak !
my bdae also wan treat me like tat .
tis year bdae so charm !
cant celebrate cant enjoy !
so sad !!!!
bt i also happi bout dat bdae present u bought it !
i noe i wil hv surprise dat day !
i wish i wont feel touch til drop my tears !
my darling says " i wil dun let u angry n wont make u cry anymore " xD [after he seein my blog n noe i cry when i angry him ! ]
i'm wondering y do u so love ?
i'm wondering y u wil choose me ?
haha !
watever ~
i wil noe the answer tml ! xD
c u soon on webcam tml !
i tel u !
i'm a cute gal !
dun u puii anymore ! xD
all ur fren hv said tat !
u hv 2 accept the truth ! xP
love my darling much much much !
miss u all the time yea !
+U on ur exam tml ! =)

2010年9月7日星期二

hou fan arh !!

finaly i hv drop my tears 2day !
i duno y
i shld hate myself ?
i hv a dream
A impossible dream ?
am i dreaming ?
dreaming tat i wish 1 day i can b a model !
OMG
pls stop tinking nw !
tis is impossible dream !
i reali wish my dream can come true 1 day !
bt i hv 2 gv up soon !
y i wan gv up ?
1st - no ppl wil support me 2 do tis kind of ting ! is tat i'm nt beautiful enugh ? or tall ?  is 2 materialistic ! all my frens tel me tat this dream wont come true ! y ? cos tis kinda job is nt suit for us ! walao ! so wat kind of ppl oni suit tis job ? har ? walao eh ! hou gek arh !
2nd - family was nt support me 2 participate it ! y ? cos dey hope i can in college ! dey wan me continue study ! Oh pls ! i'm nt interest on study k ? dun force me 2 study can ? no matter hw u force , i also wont interested on it ! n wil not get a gud result ! force me for wat ? it juz wil waste urs money ! if u dun care ur money , fine ! i wil study ! bt i wil do others ting tat wat i like ! study juz perfunctory u !
3rd - modeling nt a gud job ! many ppl wil say tat is a danger way . cos many model is let milionaire or 'ham sap lou bao yang' ! yea ! i heard many case b4 . bt i stil wont gv up when i heard ! cos i juz 1 part time model ! nt full time ! nt cat walk at stage tat kind ! i juz wan photo shooting !!!
aikz !
bt nw i hv 2 gv up !
i hv lost my way !
wat shld i do when i'm graduate ?
i'm nt interest on study
i duno hu i shld discuss wit .
my darling ?
he also wish i can study . bt i noe he wil support me at last ! cos he hv told me b4 , if i wana learn beauty , he wil gv me money go learn it n open a shop 2 me ! thx alot my dar !
my family ?
NO WAY ! dey sure cal me go study college ! when i listen colege tis word , i wil damn angry n bo mood ! cos i hate college life ! i shld say hw many times ? u all oni wil understand har ? I ' M NOT INTEREST ON STUDY ! ! ! do u listen it ? do u understand ? hw come u r so stubborn ! ur tinking r so ancient ! nt oni study can earn money ! u dun let me do wat i like ! mayb i hv talent on others ting ? did u noe ? u dun let me try tats y u wont noe wat talent dat i hv ! watever ! i hv disappointed . i wont discuss anyting wit ur anymore !
the onli ting tat i can do is juz wait the exam come n do my best !
wish me gud luck bah !
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hmm..
i miss my darling very much !
duno y
suddenly felt i wanna marry 2 him !
hahax !
bt cannot !
i muz wait when i 19 years old
wait he propose marriage wit me !
if romantic , i wil agree wit him !
if nt , he hv 2 wait when i was 22 years old !
hahahahaa !
bt 99% i will .... it . xD
Shhh...
i juz wan a memoriable day n unforgettable day wit him !
tats is for my whole life !
sure cant simple take over rite ?
so i wil wait eu my dar ^^

2010年9月5日星期日

movie + @dd magazine model..

昨天和vivian wen和我干哥去pavilion看戏走走
化了个浓妆
戴了假睫毛
今天的妆
是妈咪帮我戴假睫毛+化妆的
是她要帮我戴的 xD
蛮成熟的
我们去看食人鱼[piranha] =)
进到那边刚刚好要开始了
还好没miss到前面
因为去到时已经过了时间
看完那场戏
被吓了3-4次
而且蛮恶心的
看完后
就回去金河走走咯
上6楼
@dd杂志今天有模特儿试镜
我去年有参加
落选了
输在不会打扮
我再去
william[负责人/摄影师]不认得我了呢
以为我是去和@ddol拍照或拿杂志的人
之后esther[负责人]有认出是我
william就好奇说是谁
esther就告诉他了
哈哈
他也吓一跳的说
说我美了
叫我去试镜
不过可惜的说
我明年不是中学生了 =)
聊了一下
拿了杂志就走人了
陪vivian 去找工
我就到处看看
满多人的
而且很热呢
还好我穿背心+外套出
没那么热
大概5点多去ts走走
我们去sushi king吃东西
哥就去找他的朋友
我吃了一盘就不想吃了
都没东西吃
但是哦
vivian他们说
如果我吃不过3盘
他们就要告诉我老公 =(
walao
惨咯
知道一定会被中骂的
所以就乖乖吃了3盘
哈哈哈哈
哥回来了
吃完后就走走
边走边看衣服
看到一些美的衣服
但是我没有钱买
看了就算 ><
vivian看bag的时候
我一直拉着哥的衣服,打他
然后就一直讲diong diong [老公的名字]
我超级想他的
没办法咯
我还是要等3个月才能见到他
现在只能webcam
走完了
搭monorail回家
因为太想老公
所以用电话上facebook和他聊天
之后等妈咪来载我们
到家后
我快快去冲凉吃饭
就去和老公skype聊天
看到他很开心
只想静静的看着他
我这10点++他就赶我去睡觉了
因为他看到我打瞌睡
没办法咯
做个乖女友就是要听话的
所以就乖乖的去睡觉了 =)
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今天睡到10++才起
睡了12个小时^^
梳洗好了
就上网咯
给我发现到
我朋友真的去和我老公投诉说我只吃3盘sushi当晚餐
walao
我快晕倒了
老公要骂我了啦
哈哈
说很讨厌我不吃东西
之后我说我回家有吃饭他才和我说sory
这样一来
我知道他很关心我 =)
我也很幸福
继续和老公聊天
就这样过一整天
和老公聊得很开心
很甜蜜
不过每次就是给他气到我
现在假期了
到我等他放学咯
2个星期没有他的早安信息呐
不习惯呢 ><
老公我爱你^^
forever..